Today

I have been to busy of late to blog much and when I tried to blog from my phone on my last post...well you all see how that turned out...really wtc? So anyways, to my blog followers who may be few but i love you all for caring..I have been a busy girl. You all know that I am working as an EMT now and i have been busy with that. I love working on the truck with all the crews because I find them fun and crazy! My favorite run so far has to be the run with me~chelle and john. Simply, because I was with my bff and we had time to talk without interruption.

My body is sooo out of shape that yes the job is physically demanding and I am literally hurting by the end of the day..but i will prevail!

Other than work...well lets see. My ex is now back in my life. As a FRIEND ONLY..he is at a point in his life when he could use a friend and I am at a point in my life when I am strong enough to offer that to him. At least I pray I am patient enough!

Looks as if I am going to be a single woman again soon at least technically...on paper anyways! Let's face it when you are married at the age of 15 and move from one relationship to another immediately, you are NEVER single! I have way to much baggage to ever be declared SINGLE...but as far as the US govmnt will be concerned I will be. How do you walk away from a man who is dependant upon you, loves you, and been with for 15 years?? Just because some court declares you divorced? I dont think so..not in my world.

In my world. Everyone remains friends even if they stabbed you in the back. Lovers never really leave they just wait for another day. Noone dies they simply just go away. In my world there is no such thing as a grudge but forgive and forget because life is to precious and to short not to be nice and say thank you may i have another!

In my world we are all stupid! However, we are blissful in our ignorance.