Ranting..

How is possible to be so phyiscally attuned to a man that just one look and you each know exactly what the other is wanting? Why can't I have that kind of physical attraction with a man who also stimulates my mind as well? Sexual awareness makes me stupid. It really is very frustrating when I have so much I want to say, but when I look into his eyes or just feel his presence near me, my mind goes blank and I become this swooning romantic idiot to the first degree!! I wonder if this is just happening to me or if women every where have been afflicted with this same curse? I understand it happening to lovesmitten teenagers..but come on..I like to believe that being an adult who is not exactly "hmm, mm" naive to the ways of the world, this craziness seems absolutely absurd. I would love some input on this, comments are not only welcome but sincerely needed! Thanks..